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Out of The Blue
There was a crushing weight against my chest. I’d felt it for so long that I only just noticed it was dissipating finally. It was a dark place; to begin with, you had thought it brightened. You were aware even way back then that there was no time to worry about anything else. All your…
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First Breaths
I was awake. Long before the sky lightened. I had laid there. And watched this sliver of light through a window of the room play against the wall and where, for most of them evening. The strongest light available was the street light. It was explained to me that it was respectful to people in…
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Security of Adventure
I am seeking the kind of security that can only be found after really good adventures. The confidence and safety that comes from testing yourself against the world and coming out alive; to know the strength of your hands because you have held onto a chaotic and wild life until your knuckles ached and your…
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New look, same lack of taste
Life is complicated and messy. putting back together in any coherent enough to sense to make a narrative worth selling require time, quite a lot of therapy, and the sort of depression that used to me called dysthymia, now its just Persistent Depressive Disorder – as usual being remarkably accurate but unsexy. It is only…
Enlightenment and Nachos 